A change

Apparently a full year of getting your diaper changed as soon as it's apparent that it's dirty just doesn't get old after over nine years of having to lay in it until you get your once daily diaper change. The delighted smiles I get when I change him bring both joy (at being able to make him happy with something so simple) and sadness (at realizing how very much his most basic needs were not met for almost a decade of his life.)